fucking sunshine

I’m not going to update on my thing here anymore

I love to write.

One would think a diagnosis like mine would result in a treasure trove of words.

I read stuff about cancer every single day. I’m amazed by the stuff people share. Not judging. Whatever helps, that’s okay by me.

But I’m not that person. I’m not going to take pics of myself and post going through my stuff.

I’m not going to write publicly about it. It’s too much. It’s private.

I’ll be okay. I’m just gonna plow through it.

I will maybe write fun things here. That’s the stuff I love to write. Not what people like to read, but then again, I don’t really care.

I’ll always be a fucking ray of sunshine.

That’s all you really need to know about me.

C’est moi 💛

2 thoughts on “I’m not going to update on my thing here anymore

  1. I love to read everything you write. You are always so up front and tell it like it is..you don’t hide your feelings. You always put you first. I wish I could learn that. I was so in awe of you posting asking friends not to send you gifts….I totally got it but I don’t think I would have been able to do it…I would have sacrificed my mental well being to keep from maybe possibly hurting someone else’s feelings.. how fucking stupid is that? Stupid…

    I hope this all doesn’t sound stupid either. I mean it in a way that I have always admired the way you do you.

    You are a power force.

    Btw Joseph was watching a cartoon and I asked what it was ….it was Stretch Armstrong! I cracked up! Didn’t you or Cheryl have him and/or the green Godzilla? I remember being upstairs at your house cutting them open or slicing the plastic to see the syrup like stuff on the inside! We

    Be well my friend and enjoy the shit out if Spring!

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