I got to the hospital this morning at 7:00 am. I didn’t start getting my infusion until 11:00 because my platelets are low still. They finally decided I could do it and I was so damn glad. They also lowered my doses and it makes a difference. I could actually walk to my sister’s car instead of having to have a wheelchair.
Chemo sucks really bad. I’m lying on my couch for the next 5 days at least. No sense in pushing myself.
But supposedly this medicine is killing cancer in my body which I appreciate. Also, I used to have a lot of blood sometimes in the bathroom. After starting treatment it has stopped. I hope that means it’s working.
I get up and do this crap even though I’m scared.
I do it for Bill, Andrew, Maria and Audra. I do it for my sisters. I do it for my friends (finding out who those people really are) I do it for future grandchildren.
Also
I do it for me. 💜
2 to go!!! Then on to the next phase.

I’m glad you are past the halfway point. That is good.
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Thank you, my friend. So glad there’s only 2 left!!🥰
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You’re good.
You just named your reasons, your purpose, although you overlooked one name…YOU, because you are your purpose, too.
One more…as a “Papa” myself of a 2-3/4-
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(continued) One more…as a “Papa” myself of a 2-3/4- year-old little guy, all this shit will be forgotten once you get your first gander at your grandchild.
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I’m LIVING for those people who aren’t here yet!!💚💚💚💚
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Susan. 😘
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😘💜
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I love you. How do you manage to entertain us during this bullshit? Because you’re fucking awesome! If you need me for anything, let me know. I’m a fabulous mule. Drugs, food, booze, books…whatever. xoxo
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I love you too.
It’s my job to entertain
I hope I make you smile 🙂😘🌸💛
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Yea, on the “ other side “of chemo. It may not be much but it felt hopeful, to me! Keep resting…. I am here🥰🥰🥰🥰
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I’ll be on the couch for days!
2 more then I’m burning the clothes I wear there (same shirt and same black skirt)!! I’m
Looking forward to it 🌹
I’ll blog about it
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As Keir would say, you’re gonna kick cancer’s asshole off!
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Keir is a wise man 🧡I’m trying!!!
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Love you. Ohhh you’re halfway there….
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Love you, woman. I have now for a long time! 🌷🧡
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